“On Temperance” by Ashley Wang
I’ve found myself recently
abandoning the exclamation point, mark
of excitement or emphasis, in
favor of the sullen
period. Perhaps it is selfish. The paper
does not deserve my emotion. I puncture
only, with no runway.
I flatline until I am ground
in conversation. You must dig
to get anything from me. I’m happy
to do so. I would love to go. I’ll be over
soon. Every sentence wound
into a bullet
point at the end. Punctuation
rupturing the page. It tears
wounds anew into
creamy flesh. Perhaps I am
magnanimous. I am minimizing
damage dealt. Scab instead
of scar. I don’t take my time.
I don’t lengthen. When I am finished,
it will be the inverted flash of a dying
pinprick star.
Ashley Wang (any pronouns) is a first year LSA student. In addition to poetry, they also enjoy dance, music, art, and the process of figuring out how to make all of them fit together.