“Lost Thing” by Salem Loucks
between grandma’s garden gloves and
estate sale surfboard
wax i find
no surfboard– those are reserved
for reality only
surf-wax and wishing well
lenses
drip through cardboard boxes and
sharpied labels
between windswept mirrors on cliffside reflections
i find my shoes; once spraypaint obsidian
reveling in bleeding tatters of wildfire suns
now broken blistered,
peeling paint
in scratched pools of black screens i see
my jeans; scraggly joshua tree cut
to effervesce in desert’s best
even before it was mine they knew no one
“you are beautiful” whispers the inside of the belt
“you break me” whispers the bellbottoms
here even, my vest:
chinatown salvation army
carved up stitched back
onto my form
what am I, if not the vestiges
of dirges and
alleyway impulses, urges sinking
through secondhand selves
still learning my menagerie of minds
are but borrowed
bits and forgotten
finds
even here, papa’s lost kerchief
gossamer threaded, worn, warm,
the spiderwebbed scars pull back
my head of hair
what am I, if not a lost thing?
lost thing