“Bubble” by Madison Asher
Smoke stained walls
and screaming matches
with no winners
bite marks, scrapes, bruises
contaminated with blood
and directness
speaking freely screaming loudly
punctuating every thought and feeling with a promise of authenticity.
You have never experienced that.
Shared bathroom clutter
sister sabotage, secrets, utmost loyalty
never consumed anger with glad acceptance
or drank honesty out of a cup that refuses to stop yelling that you are wrong.
You come from small fights
from crossed words and selective phrasing
from letters stating dislikes
sit downs to “gently” check in (but not really)
and meetings concerning that poorly girl you’re dating (whom we do not like but will never say)
You come from family dinners
and silence during discomfort
you come from avoided conversations and “let’s change the subject”
from subtle hatred and muted dislike from top down processing
and sugar coated control
You are a bubble
and I am the raging sky